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Am I loser?
Friday, March 10, 2006 
As I mentioned, am I loseR???
Just a few hours ago, I was playing football with my friend. 3 dutch and the rest is Indonesian. I dont want to tell you about game, but for sure the result is 4 - 2, not for my team.
I played so bad. Although I just played for about 8 minutes, I was exhausted so fast. This was never happen when I was playing with my highschool soccer team. Even I was not the best, but I wasn't tired so fast like today. I hate myself.
Then.. I remembering my lovely old time..
So nice.. We played in a team. Nice game. Nice play. Full coordination. But still, we won very seldom.
If there was a tournament, everytime I came home, and my mother ask, "How was ur game?"
... and the answer, 80% was, "Sorry Mom, I lose again.."
And today, my uncle asked,"How was ur game?"..."Sorry Om, I lose again.." :(
Sometimes, I also feel that I am the unfortunate guy.. made my team lose..
... someday, I cant play.. becoz I have sumtin to do in Puncak with my family.. and u know, my team was WON!! and 2 day after, I can play... and u know.. we were lose ...
Can u see that?
I am tired to being lose every time. I want to hear "We are the Champion" when we win the tournament..
All of these is more hurt for me.. because now I realize.. that I cant play football.. I think I have to learn how to watch football without play it...
Just a few hours ago, I was playing football with my friend. 3 dutch and the rest is Indonesian. I dont want to tell you about game, but for sure the result is 4 - 2, not for my team.
I played so bad. Although I just played for about 8 minutes, I was exhausted so fast. This was never happen when I was playing with my highschool soccer team. Even I was not the best, but I wasn't tired so fast like today. I hate myself.
Then.. I remembering my lovely old time..
So nice.. We played in a team. Nice game. Nice play. Full coordination. But still, we won very seldom.
If there was a tournament, everytime I came home, and my mother ask, "How was ur game?"
... and the answer, 80% was, "Sorry Mom, I lose again.."
And today, my uncle asked,"How was ur game?"..."Sorry Om, I lose again.." :(
Sometimes, I also feel that I am the unfortunate guy.. made my team lose..
... someday, I cant play.. becoz I have sumtin to do in Puncak with my family.. and u know, my team was WON!! and 2 day after, I can play... and u know.. we were lose ...
Can u see that?
I am tired to being lose every time. I want to hear "We are the Champion" when we win the tournament..
All of these is more hurt for me.. because now I realize.. that I cant play football.. I think I have to learn how to watch football without play it...
It's all in the mind, people say. When you think you lose, then you will. Come to think of it, why don't you just play the game as the game, as it is, because it is fun. Not because you have to compete?
u need more practice, babe. jogging everyday ! do u smoke ??